My True Ghost Story

Happy Halloween.

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At fourteen years old, darkness still wasn’t my friend. My 13-inch television was on mute, acting as a nightlight in my bedroom. I closed my eyes and started running through my usual list of prayer requests.

A fever rushed through my body, and fear glued my limbs to the bed when a man’s deep and resounding voice yelled in my ear. “Go! Go!”

Immobility finally loosened its grip. I ran to my Mom’s bedroom, screaming and crying. I couldn’t get the words out, but through gasps of breath I managed, “Man…room…”

Wide-eyed, she ran to my bedroom. After a quick look around and no sign of an intrusion, she realized no one was there.

Mom returned, breathless. “There’s no one in there. What happened?”

I told her I heard a man’s voice just inches away from me. It had drowned out even the constant hum of silence. The only thing I could hear was his demand.

My little brother woke up from the commotion. By the fixed look on his face, I knew he wasn’t surprised to hear what happened. It was as if he’d recently experienced something similar, but he didn’t want to say.

I wouldn’t go back to my bedroom, and it was 1:00 am by the time I could think about sleeping again.

I tried to finish out the night in the living room. My brother, always the protector, told me he’d stay up and watch for anything until I fell asleep.

Rattled and afraid, I curled up on the couch. For an extra sense of protection, I positioned my face into the back crevice where the cushions met.  My brother sat on the floor, back against the couch, there to make sure nothing messed with his big sister.

I woke up when I felt something touch the right side of my face. I thought it was my brother, but when I turned to respond, he wasn’t there.

What I saw will stay with me forever.

When I turned my head, I saw the manifested face of the apparition I heard earlier. He was staring at me, petrifying every cell in my body.

With dark, unmoving eyes, he receded, and dissipated into the center of the room.

You Know You’re A Writer When….

A funny (and so very true) article by Kristen Lamb.

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So, I am gearing up for Nanowrimo and (of course) Hubby decides to get the flu because he is plotting against me  and secretly doesn’t want me to succeed  it is cold and flu season and this stuff just happens.

Poor thing.

Anyway, this means I was up all night long and have yet to go to sleep, but I did find a way to amuse myself between 1 and 4 a.m. before the fun hallucinations kicked in.

I found…THIS! Yeah, yeah, some of you have heard it before but it still cracks ME up and since I am here to amuse myself most of the time? Pthththththth. Haters gonna hate. Usually I do just fine blogging and writing in November, but just in case y’all don’t hear from me for a bit…

I figured I’d share since we all can use a good laugh before the real fun begins…

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Sarah Flores: Keeping it Real (Q&A)

The lovely Sharon Vander Meer of One Roof Publishing asked if I would answer a few of her questions. Clicking below will take you to the Q&A session.

I hope you all enjoy reading it.

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If you’d like to leave a comment, you can do that right here, or on her site.

Either way, it’s appreciated. 🙂

5 Ways to Force Yourself to Write

Writing every day isn’t easy, but as they say, anything worth doing usually isn’t. We all have our go-to excuses: No time, too many distractions, even fear. Remember, though, there is value in every moment you sit down and put pen to paper, or keyboard to screen. The truth is, sometimes you will have to force yourself to write.

Here’s how:

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My Marriage Lasted Eight Months, and I Have No Regrets

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Some people think divorce is taking the easy way out.

Sometimes, I think it takes courage.

We met when I was nineteen.  I had a decent office job, no plans to go back to college, and a confused future.  He was twenty-four and hadn’t been confused about his future since he was ten.  He knew what he wanted and always had a plan to get there.  His friends were similar in the way of ambition, goal setting, and sticking to those things—none of which I really ever had.  So, being around them was valuable.  He and his best friend even convinced me to go back to college at twenty-three, and thankfully, I did.  We were together for four years. He proposed. I said yes.  We got married.  Six months later I told him I didn’t love him anymore.  He told me that I did love him, and that we were going to make the marriage work.  Two months later, we were divorced.

I never had a lot in common with his friends.  Hell, he and I never had much in common, but we did love each other.  That is true.  And we both saw positive internal growth developing because of each other, but I also believe we were mistaking that for real, solid love. 

Mostly, our relationship was one of learning.  I learned the true fundamentals of how to professionally succeed in life from someone who was born only to succeed.  From me, he learned how to let go and not be afraid to love.  He constantly thanked me for forgiving him because he knew he wasn’t easy to live with. And, being who I was, and am, I found it hard to disregard someone who was willing to better himself.

But, over time, this is also where reality took a front seat.

Through all of that learning and growing, I became confused and completely lost myself.  I really did.  I allowed his ideas of who I could, and should be, mold me into someone I didn’t recognize.  Words and phrases rolled off my tongue that had no business living in my head anyway. I was just mimicking what I’d heard during our years together.  I wasn’t a bad person by any means – just altered.  After all of that growth, I was even less of a match for the man I’d been with for six years.  I was 25 years old, still young, but finally filled with confidence.

As much as he’d always wanted to see that development, independence and strength in me, he was also seeing a loss of control. He’d managed to control most everything in his life, but I was no longer that nineteen-year-old girl who needed his help. Unfortunately, all of this really came to light after we were married. I was ready to bloom, but he only saw weeds.  I felt trapped.  And I knew I couldn’t stay.

Our marriage didn’t need to go on any longer, and I think he knows that, too.  But, I would never take a minute of it back.  I learned many wonderful things from him and had many new and exciting experiences.  I became a greater version of me, and to him, I’ll always be grateful.  But, I also learned a lot about myself after the divorce.  I realized who I truly was, what I wanted, and what I – without the help of anyone on this planet – was capable of.

I learned that sometimes you’re in a relationship simply because it’s what you need at that time in your life.  It isn’t always what you need forever.

So, yeah, I left after eight months.  Some may call me selfish, but walking out that door led me down a path to a place of true happiness.  That was the only place I’d ever wanted to be.  And leaving was the only way I knew to get there.

 

-Sarah

 

5 Ways to Create a Motivational Writing Space

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Once a month, I write a motivational article at www.TheWorkingWritersClub.com owned by Suzanne Lieurance. She provides writers with invaluable tips and resources.

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